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Jun 19, 2006 21:24

so heres my plans for the week
tuesday-jessy
wednesday-work then kelly's by 10
thursday-kelly's
friday-secrets,kelly's,and work-THEN katie's
saturday-work,then makenzies bday aprty
sunday-nuthin
monday-nuthin
tuesday-dentist and work

anyone free sunday and monday???

i got a letter from my aunt today about my cousins baby shower-my mom will be there,idk if i will go or not...

i cant get my lip pierced
but i am dying my hair-once steph gets back so her mom can do my highlights...

JESSY hunny i am worried with you,,but we will hold hands and skip ok? damn that sounds cheesy

im scared also...i dont want to get close to stephan,but i dont want to push away like i did chris and david...
hes never cheated..but idk bout him...
i dont have regrets or thing anything fully bad,i feel like i may even be bad for him...the way i am treating people now..im acting horrible..and i cant fix any of it....like my icon says "dont regret anything that once made you smile" and i fully believe it...it made me smile..alot ofthings make me smileeven if they hurt my heart...
its jsut the way love works...
mike was asking me about kyle today and he found out we ARENT dating and u could tell he waas real happy about that

im scared about so many things..i do and i dont want to date stephan..my dad doesnt like him-but its becuz of the upnorth incident and cuz he does drugs-hell ahlf my friends do cocaine..so yea...
i never see him-he cant drive yet,..idk if hes ever gonna hes the middle child-i think he blames it onthat..
other then that idk...

but im scared...

i want YOU to meet him jessy-tell me what u think of him in person-u prob wont like him in person-steph didnt but he was trying to show off infront of his friends..and at the carnival...well...i cant really explain it was a bit awkward cuz i ahvet seen him in3 years and it just all HAPPENED suddenly...

i imght call him i probably will...

yea...leave me a comment no one has in days!!
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