Jun 18, 2006 21:24
so kyles real blood cuzin called my phone askin me if i knew where he was...
and it hurt my heart
i called britin and she hasnt heard nothing...it doesnt hurt me that hes mad or hes gone..
everytime sumone mentions his name or when itrhink bout him my heart hurts..
i talked to stephan at midnight and again at like 2am..
he was crying to me about being sorry about not keeping intouchand how he loved me and how me n nick meean so much to him...and a million little things
it made me smile..
but i cant get attached or nothing
cuz he was also drunk when hesaid it
but he was crying