things are good :-)
needless to say.. things actually ARE good! haha it's outstanding! i know!!
school isn't looking to be TOO Horribly bad, and i'm actually (almost) all the way on top of everything! i have a very tedious computer class.. but oh well.. just gotta suck it up and deal!
i start EMT class Wednesday.. it runs thru Jan, our test is Jan. 24. it's sooooooo weird to think that something i start TOMORROW is going to end a week before my BIRTHDAY. THE birthday i've been waiting for for forever! (that was a lot of for's) but i'm definitely ready for the party hah
then i start my new job next monday.. as a secretary in the ER at fairfax hospital. i'm pretty sure it should be fun :-) lots of work, and apparently can be stressful.. but i think it will be fun nonetheless. plus when i get my EMT cert i'm going to look at trying to go into that aspect of a job in the ER.
andddd the best news?! i looked at pictures of me and justin last night (NOT on purpose.. they just so happened to be in the bottom of the bin i was digging through) and didn't have a complete breakdown. in fact.. i didn't have anything at all :-) i looked at them. said hm.. and put them back in the bottom of the bin. i just can't bring myself to throw them away. or even get rid of them. he said i could send them to him because he'd keep them (why, i have no idea.. but nonetheless.. ) but i just couldn't bring myself to send them. oh well. i don't mind having them. i think there might come a day where i can look back on them and say "ah.. good times" and remember with a smile. or actually. that will probably never happen. oh well. anyway, point is. i looked at them, felt nothing, and put them back. and that is the BEST thing to happen in a long while :-) i've been over HIM for a while.. but i haven't been over the SITUATION. or the hurt. or.. yeah. any of it. but seeing those pictures and realizing how little it affected me.. made me see that finally i am. and that's wonderful :-)
fire station is going amazing.. love it tons :-) finally a full member!! makes me feel better.. one milestone at a time lol
tyler is graduating this year. that's an odd feeling. i definitely am starting to feel old!!
starting to get more serious about eating healthy and working out.. i'm gonna get back into shape if it kills me!
andddddd i think that's about it! nothing too exciting.. however, i shall keep the world posted on life :-)
school isn't looking to be TOO Horribly bad, and i'm actually (almost) all the way on top of everything! i have a very tedious computer class.. but oh well.. just gotta suck it up and deal!
i start EMT class Wednesday.. it runs thru Jan, our test is Jan. 24. it's sooooooo weird to think that something i start TOMORROW is going to end a week before my BIRTHDAY. THE birthday i've been waiting for for forever! (that was a lot of for's) but i'm definitely ready for the party hah
then i start my new job next monday.. as a secretary in the ER at fairfax hospital. i'm pretty sure it should be fun :-) lots of work, and apparently can be stressful.. but i think it will be fun nonetheless. plus when i get my EMT cert i'm going to look at trying to go into that aspect of a job in the ER.
andddd the best news?! i looked at pictures of me and justin last night (NOT on purpose.. they just so happened to be in the bottom of the bin i was digging through) and didn't have a complete breakdown. in fact.. i didn't have anything at all :-) i looked at them. said hm.. and put them back in the bottom of the bin. i just can't bring myself to throw them away. or even get rid of them. he said i could send them to him because he'd keep them (why, i have no idea.. but nonetheless.. ) but i just couldn't bring myself to send them. oh well. i don't mind having them. i think there might come a day where i can look back on them and say "ah.. good times" and remember with a smile. or actually. that will probably never happen. oh well. anyway, point is. i looked at them, felt nothing, and put them back. and that is the BEST thing to happen in a long while :-) i've been over HIM for a while.. but i haven't been over the SITUATION. or the hurt. or.. yeah. any of it. but seeing those pictures and realizing how little it affected me.. made me see that finally i am. and that's wonderful :-)
fire station is going amazing.. love it tons :-) finally a full member!! makes me feel better.. one milestone at a time lol
tyler is graduating this year. that's an odd feeling. i definitely am starting to feel old!!
starting to get more serious about eating healthy and working out.. i'm gonna get back into shape if it kills me!
andddddd i think that's about it! nothing too exciting.. however, i shall keep the world posted on life :-)