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things are getting bad.
i don't know how else to explain it.
all i know is that i'm stuck in this limbo and being sucked in the wrong direction and it scares me to death because i don't know how to stay away.
i don't want to hear people say i'm beautiful, or pretty, or any form of good looking. or have a nice body, or any thing like that. i just can not take that right now.
so please.. please.. just let me deal.
and don't make me hate myself more than i already do.
i don't know how else to explain it.
all i know is that i'm stuck in this limbo and being sucked in the wrong direction and it scares me to death because i don't know how to stay away.
i don't want to hear people say i'm beautiful, or pretty, or any form of good looking. or have a nice body, or any thing like that. i just can not take that right now.
so please.. please.. just let me deal.
and don't make me hate myself more than i already do.