slacker!
i've been slacking! I KNOW!!
i'm chastizing myself on the behalf of the whole ZERO people that read this.
but that's totally fine, i like it better that way, then i can pretend it's a public blog (bc technically it is) but since no one reads it, it's pretty privat e :-)
anyway!! lately.. um.. yeah.. not too much is new. i STILL hate my cast. though i feel like i'm getting huge muscles in my arms from all the crutching i do..
on the negative side, i really really really HATE feeling helpless. i mean don't get me wrong, i appreciate so much what my friends and family have been doing for me. but being on these crutches SUCKS. it's not even about the foot being fucked up. i just wish i could WALK. once i get this boot i'll be SO happy to throw these damn crutches away!! it's horrible not even being able to carry a freakin glass of water into the living room to sit and watch tv. its like anything i want to move, or carry, i need help. it really sucks and i can't WAIT for it to be over so i can feel in control of my life again! and so i can freakin SHOWER. i hate baths.. lol especially with one leg propped up on the side of the tub.. talk about a pain lol
i'm almost done with my math class and i'm SO excited. and school starts next week.. and i'm NOT excited a bout that. since i had so much math catching up to do, it's like i never really had a winter break.. so spring break and summer break, i can not WAIT i have no spring break plans, but for summer, i'm gonna go visit sarah, and ashley dawn is supposed to come visit me.. and my cousin kacey might come down to see me.. it should all be fun fun fun :-) and i might start a job in may where i'd make a pretty decent amount of cash only workin 2 days a week (12 hr shifts) but hell.. why not.
and with money in mind, sarah and i were talking about possibly getting an apartment together if she moves back up here from VA Beach. i'm praying she does, because that would be amazing! me, her, and a room for mason. i'd LOVE that :-) no doubt lol anyway, it's a year away, and i have to get in a good place financially to be able to do that.. i'm hoping (praying) i can, because it'd be a really good thing for me! anyway..
now i'm done writing.. i'm gonna go make some potato salad i think.. cause i'm cool like that lol
holllllller :-)
ps. everyone should get the new papa roach cd. besides them becoming totally mainstream.. their music is actually pretty good :-) i'm liking it a LOT!
i'm chastizing myself on the behalf of the whole ZERO people that read this.
but that's totally fine, i like it better that way, then i can pretend it's a public blog (bc technically it is) but since no one reads it, it's pretty privat e :-)
anyway!! lately.. um.. yeah.. not too much is new. i STILL hate my cast. though i feel like i'm getting huge muscles in my arms from all the crutching i do..
on the negative side, i really really really HATE feeling helpless. i mean don't get me wrong, i appreciate so much what my friends and family have been doing for me. but being on these crutches SUCKS. it's not even about the foot being fucked up. i just wish i could WALK. once i get this boot i'll be SO happy to throw these damn crutches away!! it's horrible not even being able to carry a freakin glass of water into the living room to sit and watch tv. its like anything i want to move, or carry, i need help. it really sucks and i can't WAIT for it to be over so i can feel in control of my life again! and so i can freakin SHOWER. i hate baths.. lol especially with one leg propped up on the side of the tub.. talk about a pain lol
i'm almost done with my math class and i'm SO excited. and school starts next week.. and i'm NOT excited a bout that. since i had so much math catching up to do, it's like i never really had a winter break.. so spring break and summer break, i can not WAIT i have no spring break plans, but for summer, i'm gonna go visit sarah, and ashley dawn is supposed to come visit me.. and my cousin kacey might come down to see me.. it should all be fun fun fun :-) and i might start a job in may where i'd make a pretty decent amount of cash only workin 2 days a week (12 hr shifts) but hell.. why not.
and with money in mind, sarah and i were talking about possibly getting an apartment together if she moves back up here from VA Beach. i'm praying she does, because that would be amazing! me, her, and a room for mason. i'd LOVE that :-) no doubt lol anyway, it's a year away, and i have to get in a good place financially to be able to do that.. i'm hoping (praying) i can, because it'd be a really good thing for me! anyway..
now i'm done writing.. i'm gonna go make some potato salad i think.. cause i'm cool like that lol
holllllller :-)
ps. everyone should get the new papa roach cd. besides them becoming totally mainstream.. their music is actually pretty good :-) i'm liking it a LOT!