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hmmm, interesting
so yes great fun, i didnt do much lately.
i went over to jeffs on monday with amanda nad trina, thats always fun. today, i didnt go to school till 4th period...
kayla was having a hella bad day, but when is she not, poor kid. but so i got outa 4th for about 20 minutes so i could talk to her. lunch was good, shane ran up to me and put his arms around em cuz he thought i wasnt at school, it was cute.
i then got candy in history and got a ride to work from alicia.
i got a lil bit of x-mas shopping done, cool beans.
now i am sitting here, doing this....
i think i am happy....
there is a void of something had before
but things are different now,
i cant have exactly what i had before
i know this.
will i feel anything close...
i know its a better situaion
a better person
i feel that,
but why cant i just slide into this
and feel better myself.
a word thats only a word to some,
is a true feeling with meaning to others,
and can be so distracting and disasterous,
that you go insane.
grrrrr, i wish i knew what i was saying.
i am happy!
arent i