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[crazy_4_u_11]

THIS GOES WITH MY LAST ONE

There was so much hope
So much that was better
I thought everything would be ok
This time it would work
I told myself
This time I would be free
This time it would work
I would be more loving
And have more fun
But all that happen is I tied myself up tighter
All I can think now is how much I wanted it to
Work

I tied myself up tighter when I took your hand
Tied myself up tighter with every smile I gave to you
I tied me up even tighter when I decided to trust you
And the worst thing of it all is that I can’t undo the tying ive done
And ive done it all to myself

When you told me I was lost
I needed help finding my way
U were the one that was there
So I trusted u to care
But all u wanted is for me to be like you
To be like you

You don’t understand ill never become u
And if that disappoints you
then let it be
ill never change for you
ill never be who you are
see I care too much about people
to be so cold
when people need my help
I try my best not to be like you
I never build them up to tear them down

I tied myself up tight when I tried to trust you
Tied myself up tighter with every smile I gave to you
I tied me up tight when I took ur hand
And the worst thing of it all is that I can’t undo the tying ive done
And ive done it all to myself

Trusting that u had changed
Trusting that you were different
Deciding to give u one more chance
It was the biggest mistake ive ever made

So please don’t apologize
You cant help but be yourself
Just realize ill never be you
I couldn’t bare to make people miserable like you’ve done to me
So just remember ill never be you