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So when we got out of school I thought that this "vacation" was going to be fun. I guess I thought wrong. NOTHING has been fun about this "vacation". It's sad to say but I actually just want to go back to school and live the chaotic life of a high schooler that I live. I didnt really like Christmas. I've had better. I didnt really get anything except for Erika's Christmas card. I've gone through these difficult emotions that for some reason I can't explain. Everyone around seems to be having fun and it sux. I need to be happy while I can. I sense this HUGE thing coming my way and I guess I have to have fun while I can. I dont know what the #$%- is wrong with me. I feel so empty. I need Fun. My God is that so much to ask for? To have fun? I dont want ur flippin pitty either. Bye guys maybe just for now maybe forever........ who knows. -BYE-