:(
I'm fighting the blues, which explains my absence of the last couple of weeks.
I've not posted the rest of my trip (can't seem to select pics), I've been MIA on the PG, MIA on fanfic, have not resumed my 3x/wk exercises, have to PUSH myself to do my work (market is dead since the last election - fucking separatists) and economy is lagging worldwide which doesn't help. So I guess I am working 7days/wk for nothing.
Yet, I'm healthy save for a few kinks, so no reason to complain, my kids are doing ok (older one employed and racking up hours for his license - younger one now has his license but now has to find a job!!), hubby earns enough for us to live well though he's working 60-hr wks.
So why am I in the dulldrums (sp?)? I find I have no energy or little desire to do anything, I find I don't feel happy 'inside my head' if that makes any sense. I talk to myself - or lecture myself - to snap out of it. I am finding it increasingly difficult to push myself to work and do all the things I want & like to do. What is UP with me?
I've been feeling this way for months now... Maybe I'm experiencing a 'burnout'?
Perhaps vitamins would help... Heck, I'm loving my red wine these days.
So there, I've said it.
*Waiter! I'll have my wine now.*