May 30, 2006 22:19
so i figured i'd list them, because they're intertwined and sometime hard for me to seperate. just what will i miss and what's making me cry? i will admitt i've cried a lot less, but sometimes when i don't expect it a tear sneaks it's way up to that old eye of mine and escapes ... they're sneaky bastards =p
* i'm afraid to leave this place, security and comfort are hard things to develop in new places (especially when you know nobody)
* i feel bad because as hard as it's going to be leaving this place and these people i've been surrounded with, i know i'll grow accustom to a new lifestyle with new ppl and new interests and knowing that life will go back to it's regular routin, without all of this, is sad.
* i'm frightened that i'll forget this, and these feelings. or that i will never have them again.
* what if i become a snob? lol, i don't think it'll happen but i'm scared of change, who isn't?
"i had to let it go we had to let it sleep funny how it all works out
when you've given up on me" <- these lyrics have always proven true ...
soo. strays don't sleep is an amazing band. and i love them.
<3a