for lack of better words..
i really dont get what is so different. but everything is.
i hate school
i hate rehearsing for the coffee house cuz its aggrivating and everyday there is new fucking drama or someone new crying or someone else arguing.
i hate being stressed
i hate my hair falling out cuz of stress
i hate the purple undereye circles i am developing
i hate losing weight cuz i dont have time to eat
i hate having my hands shake when i attempt to talk to my best friend
i hate that there are no textbook boyfriends
i hate that i dont have any energy
i hate that im not happy
i hate that im different
[edit]i hatewhen boys say 'i just want hookups'
i hate that i hate