regrets
today was the most beautiful day in a long time. and when i got up this morning i thought " my day is going to be as perfect as the day looks"
oh how i was wrong. for absolutely too many reasons to sit here and list...this day sucked.
and i had a heart to heart with a seriously awesome guy. and he made me realize something.- i want a the guy who is my good friend. who likes me for me. and who i like for him.
i want the text book boyfriend. but the text book is outdated. and those boys are extinct.
and so here i am