it is 1:40 in the morning and the light of day is outside. why? because the army is outside of my house. why? because the lake has overflowed, and in order to stop the entire neighborhood (literally) from flooding, they have to sand bag what has already flooded. there is a rapid river flowing through a guy down the streets' yard. there are police ( Read more... )

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tomorrow, i may get a car.

and not an SUV.

my excitement is indescribable.

i feel sick, but i love my brother. oh, god, i feel sick.

i hate myself right now.

in that non-hate kind of way where I hate myself.

oh, and part of that was: i get the point, but i dont care.

hey! this no sleep thing isn't gonna work for me.

whaaaaaat? many a realization in the last few hours. think good or bad.
im non-sensical.

i dont like that you think im stupid.

oh, and i almost died.

How is it that my mom can actually ruin Christmas every fucking year with the presents she gives.

18.

porn and cigarettes? i think not. infomercials? i think so.

say something that will make me happy.