I QUIT
I quit my Bag It Boutique job today.
it was becoming too stressful. he relies on me too much and there's just so much effort and time i have to put into something that isn't that beneficial to me. i am so over retail, it's ridiculous. i'm grateful to Paul for giving me my first job but it's time to move on. i know that i'm leaving at a really tense time since he's short on ppl. but he is in the process of hiring ppl anyway. i think becuz he knew that i'd be working he was slow about hiring someone else. which meant that i have more pressure and crap to deal with. seriously, i shouldn't have to deal with this much responsibility and pressure, considering that i'm an employee and i'm a student. and of course my priority is school.
the other job is so much better for me becuz i work with other ppl the work is distributed and i don't have to worry about coming in late or others coming in late. i was seriously almost late for the work on Monday and that was the day that we had to recite the speech to the Specialists. the girl came like 10 minutes late and i was mad at her. then i found out today that it was Paul's fault cuz he didn't tell her. the reason why Paul is under so much stress is becuz he's not very organized. like seriously, he thinks that my schedule should be flexible for him but you know i do have a life of my own. i don't like not knowing when i get off work cuz then i can't do stuff that i want to do/plan to do. i mean seriously if you have a tendency to be late on Saturdays, why don't you just schedule me to work until 1:30 or 2 instead of 1 and just expecting me to wait for you to get there. telling me to just leave if i have to just ends up making me feel guilty becuz i really don't have to be anywhere but at the same time i want to do other stuff.
anyway, it's all over. done. he said that i can come back when i want but we'll see. maybe in the summer. maybe.
~craazyme