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Oh boy. The pressures of college are coming back again. I am starting to get really interested in UNH. The biology studies.. that's what I really want to do. I'm so worried that there's going to be so many people applying there, that I won't get in, or something. I am applying to a couple other colleges too... I just don't even know what I want
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And just now, as soon as I've figured out that I definitely want to study communications and now that I've definitely picked out the schools I like, I'm just now noticing other schools. And now I'm not satisfied anymore. I also was looking at UNH, I was remembering how nice it was down there when I went to see Ben Folds... and even Northeastern and Dartmouth and all these other schools, and AHHHH it's just too much.
And I felt the exact same way last year! I remember, I was so set on NYU. I was like, this is what I want. And now I'm like, I'm not mature enough to be far away from home. Even being four hours away at Quinnipiac would kill me, even though that's nothing. Everyone's looking at USM now. Last year I laughed at the thought of going to USM because it just seemed unrealistic and I thought that I wanted to be as far away from home as possible. I was like, there's no way I'll achieve my dreams if I just stay in Maine, that's ludicrous. But I mean, you can do whatever you want to do at any college. You should go where you feel comfortable but still accessible to your friends and family whenever you need them. It's toughhhh
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