Feb 11, 2007 23:58
So i have had a lot of fun over the past few weeks. Ive hung out with some great friends and had some really fun times!
Lately ive met 2 really cool guys. First is my friend Kevin. Hes really sweet! hes so much fun to hang out with and we get along really well...
Second is Jeremy. He is REALLY hot and im like really awe struck over him. I have a major time crush on him.
So i like both of these guys a lot but i dont wanna be pushy....and i want to see them more to get to know them. I dont even know if they want anythign so im sorta in the dark. I dont know...i havent done the dating thing in a lil while...not a LONG time...but i guess i forgot how stressful it is.
now to get onto the bad...
over the past 2 days...sat and sun...ive been stood up 4 times! 4 TIMES! i swear life is beginning to look familiar to me again and thats NOT what i want. i was having so much fun and such great times. why does this shit have to start happening??
Im just frustrated right now cause i really wanted to just get out and do someting without being the 3rd wheel again. i love hanging with my friends...but its so much more fun when ya got someoen to hang next to. i dunno...im looking forward to thursday...hopefully it'll be great as usual.
okay....im done being stupid...lets go back to the good....hope!!!!!