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Whats been new with Beth lately? Ive been hanging out a lot with friends (except for tonight cause i think they didnt want me there). Things have been going pretty well for me in the most part though. I managed to pick up a few more hours a work per week so that helps out a ton...i have to live on a budget but i can live. another cool thing is that everyone in the house seems to be getting along for the most part...a few crazy times but for the most part its doing pretty well. i guess jays sister is lookign to move out sometime in the near future...we'll wait and see about that...im never sure whats gonna actually happen.
Classes are generally okay...i do believe i figured that only have 9 more classes after this semester which means its possible that i coul be done in 2 more semesters...which actually means there is light at teh end of the tunnel.
As far as mackinaw is concerned...im going back up. Im ready for the winter to stop and for the warm weather to finally come. Its a funny thing because winter is a time where i am usually depressed. And for the most part i havent been that depressed...i mean ive been sad and heartbroken...but i feel like ive been doing pretty well. I am getting over past situations and trying to move on to new ones. It seems that every winter i pack on the pounds...i gain and keep myself warm and then try to lose it all again during the summer...i fluctuate a lot...
i made a great accomplishment today. Ive lost enough weight to put me into a pair of jeans i hadnt worn in prolly 8 months. it feels great. i hope i can keep up the trend of losing. ive noticed its harder to attract people when you dont feel attractive yourself. not saying im not...but its just hard when you dont feel good yourself. So anyway...ive lost weight and im looking better............
So far over the past couple of months i have seen sooo many people i havent seen in years. its crazy. i cant explain it but it appears that its been almost 2.5 years
I saw my friend Will who i met in mackinaw who is from chicago but now lives in boston...he was traveling through michigan and made a special trip to visit me. that was so great...it was 2 years and 2 months since i had seen him.
I
saw my friend Brandon who i had been talkign with forever about hanging out and he finally drove up to have a lunch with me. It was sorta fun...but it had been 2 years and 5 months since i had seen him.
i saw my friend Anna who had been my first roommate up in mackinaw. I loved her! She was the greatest thing since sliced bread. We always had fun...it had been 2 years and 4 months since i had seen her last.
I saw my friend Jeff who came up to visit when we both somehow managed to have a day off at the same time without request. He is a great friend of mine. It had been 2 years and 5 months since i had seen him last.
I saw my friend Dan whom i met somehow...im not sure how i met him to be honest with you...but we hung out a few times and then just stopped...it had been 2 years and 4 months since i had seen him last.
what does this say about me?? does this mean im bad at keeping in touch? or does it just mean that im just getting back into touch with people i hadnt kept up with. Either way its been crayzee! but i love it at teh same time. i love the feeling of seeing someone you hadnt seen in years and just giving them a big hug and remembering all the fun times that were had before.
Anyway...this journal is long enough..im sure i'll have more to update later...
Classes are generally okay...i do believe i figured that only have 9 more classes after this semester which means its possible that i coul be done in 2 more semesters...which actually means there is light at teh end of the tunnel.
As far as mackinaw is concerned...im going back up. Im ready for the winter to stop and for the warm weather to finally come. Its a funny thing because winter is a time where i am usually depressed. And for the most part i havent been that depressed...i mean ive been sad and heartbroken...but i feel like ive been doing pretty well. I am getting over past situations and trying to move on to new ones. It seems that every winter i pack on the pounds...i gain and keep myself warm and then try to lose it all again during the summer...i fluctuate a lot...
i made a great accomplishment today. Ive lost enough weight to put me into a pair of jeans i hadnt worn in prolly 8 months. it feels great. i hope i can keep up the trend of losing. ive noticed its harder to attract people when you dont feel attractive yourself. not saying im not...but its just hard when you dont feel good yourself. So anyway...ive lost weight and im looking better............
So far over the past couple of months i have seen sooo many people i havent seen in years. its crazy. i cant explain it but it appears that its been almost 2.5 years
I saw my friend Will who i met in mackinaw who is from chicago but now lives in boston...he was traveling through michigan and made a special trip to visit me. that was so great...it was 2 years and 2 months since i had seen him.
I
saw my friend Brandon who i had been talkign with forever about hanging out and he finally drove up to have a lunch with me. It was sorta fun...but it had been 2 years and 5 months since i had seen him.
i saw my friend Anna who had been my first roommate up in mackinaw. I loved her! She was the greatest thing since sliced bread. We always had fun...it had been 2 years and 4 months since i had seen her last.
I saw my friend Jeff who came up to visit when we both somehow managed to have a day off at the same time without request. He is a great friend of mine. It had been 2 years and 5 months since i had seen him last.
I saw my friend Dan whom i met somehow...im not sure how i met him to be honest with you...but we hung out a few times and then just stopped...it had been 2 years and 4 months since i had seen him last.
what does this say about me?? does this mean im bad at keeping in touch? or does it just mean that im just getting back into touch with people i hadnt kept up with. Either way its been crayzee! but i love it at teh same time. i love the feeling of seeing someone you hadnt seen in years and just giving them a big hug and remembering all the fun times that were had before.
Anyway...this journal is long enough..im sure i'll have more to update later...