Sep 14, 2004 21:42
yea so tonight has been a little weird. Obviously Allie wrote about it. Just our parents being strange. THey have been since school started and we can't quite figure it out. Maybe Rosh Hashanah will help that. (Even if it may hurt the whole, you know, theatre thing.) Although most of the holiday will be spent doing homework and such. I have enough to do now and then more tomorow? Oy. In good news the family dinner was kinda okay, I screwed up reading AGAIN only this time from our Big Book of Jewish Values. It's always a good lesson, one that I haven't usually heard before. But we made fun of my Dad for his famous letter that excused Allie and I from school for the holiday. It looks like a presidential document. Or an official notice for the FBI or something. It's even got a background. Yea, the teachers just kind of gave a funny look upon seeing that. So we made fun of him tonight. THen Mom wrote our notes to get out early tomorow. I'll drive Allie home early so we can leave right away. She's in a funk cuz of the rents. Well, yea we both are. It's strange. We have been raised this way but lately we've been more zombie-like. They call us for dinner and we have to HURRY to get down there so they won't get mad. Or we HAVE to do this or that. I felt like a zombie during the Theatre boosters meeting. Sneaking around the house and being quiet and seen but not heard like a good little girl and holding Mrs. Berman's stuff while she talked to Mom and Dad like a good obediant little girl. GOod thing I have school to get away from that one. G-d, this is quite the angsty entry...I just, kinda wanna be outa the house right now. I feel really trapped -locked in.
Anyways, gotta find out what in the world I'm doing for my audition tomorow (I have NO idea whatsoever how it'll work anywayz) and find a peice for Midsummer. And somehow be funny, too.
Note to self: Pack two dresses, one skirt, and a nice top. Pack my tallis. Pack my homework and Shakespeare book. Pack cell phone!!
For all the Jews, L'shana tovah! Have a happy, healthy, safe New Year. I will see you in 5765!! Call the cell while I'm gone if you need me.