*whew*
hello :) sorry about lashing out earlier. i was being a total bitch. but 2 pizza pockets and a pimp slap later i was out of it. i got to work and my coworkers were like "dude wtf is wrong with you, this is scary, you're too damn quiet!" and i just told em what i was tripping out on and long story short i was tripping over nothing. later on i'll let you know what it's about... you know how things aren't funny when they happen? but months later when it's over with you think about it and say, "oh damn now that i think of it, that shit as funny!" well... it'll be one of those. ANYways. i do have friends that are there for me (hence leanne and vee) but i guess it's me, the one, who doesn't go to people to say "dude this is what's up with me" it just made me realize that i don't really discuss my problems, which is dumb. i guess cuz i always hear things like, "ugh 'so-and-so' is always bitching" like at work or around random people and past friendships, so i just learned to shut my pie-hole. so i'm sorry guys if i offended you in any way. for the most part the people i really do care about what i think DO listen. after i wrote my last entry i told chino about him not understanding me and well i let him know what was going on and he basically said not to give into people's shit and stand up for myself. and that just made me realize that he's one of those people that have gotten me to do that in some cases/scenarios... ah well i dunno... i get my random moments. the other day someone told me i bitched too much and i was just like HEY, it's my job. so, thanks for reading and thanks leanne and veeee for caring... u 2 are awesome :D
on to cooler and radder things in life.
yesterday was angelic's 2nd birthday party and
not too shabby for a 2 year old. got that bad boy off ebay. shitty part, it was fuckin DEFECTIVE. good part, chino's dad knows a lot of people and found someone to fix it, now the bike is good. i can't wait until i'm ready to have kids it's gonna be fun! i know all u mom's are like "oh this bitch just doesn't KNOW" lol. well time to get ready for school :(
on to cooler and radder things in life.
yesterday was angelic's 2nd birthday party and
not too shabby for a 2 year old. got that bad boy off ebay. shitty part, it was fuckin DEFECTIVE. good part, chino's dad knows a lot of people and found someone to fix it, now the bike is good. i can't wait until i'm ready to have kids it's gonna be fun! i know all u mom's are like "oh this bitch just doesn't KNOW" lol. well time to get ready for school :(