Thinking
So, it's Monday night and I've been thinking about a lot of different things today. Besides worrYing about my test ( which i passed, go me! )I have come to a conclusion.
I am not responsible for anyone else's actions but my own. I have no control over what others do, say, or even feel. You can't change anyone, they can only change themselves. Yelling, screaming, fighting, ignoring really does no good. So, that's where just simply speaking what's on your mind to them is basically your only option. I have done this, I spoke my mind, laid out my feelings, and came up with my own theory on a few things. I can't say that I am right about all of it, but I'm sure that I am right about most of it. I have to give myself some credit where credit is needed. I believe that I have a good sense of character when it comes to selecting my friends. I don't use people, even if they use me, I don't lie, and if I slip up once or twice, then within minutes I confess, and over all I think I'm a pretty damn good friend. I live my life the way I want, I chose my friends, I chose my lifestyle because I want it, not bc I have to.
When it comes to saying what's on my mind, I tend to hold back just enough to piss a few people off. Sorry! But, sooner or later, it does come out. I have tried really really really hard to say what I feel when I feel it. And so far, each chance I get to do so, I get shit on for it. So, to anyone who cares to know...here it is.
I LOVE MY LIFE
I LOVE MY SON
I LOVE CHRISTOPHER MCDADE
FAMILY FIRST
I'M GOING TO BE SOMEONE SOMEDAY BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO HAVE PATIENTS
WHATEVER HAPPENS IN MY LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE
I DO WRONG BUT I LEARN FROM WHAT I SCREW UP
NO ONE WILL INFLUENCE ME TO THE POINT WHERE I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING
THERE IS A GOD!
I BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND I DONT CARE WHO ELSE DOES BC I KNOW I CAN DO IT IF I REALLY
WANT SOMETHING BAD ENOUGH
YOU GOTTA HAVE FAITH
DONT LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER YOU
AND....BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A PURPOSE, DONT GIVE UP BC YOU HAD ONE BAD YEAR....IN THE LONG RUN ALL THE BULL SHIT WILL BE MORE THAN WORTH YOUR WHILE.
I am not responsible for anyone else's actions but my own. I have no control over what others do, say, or even feel. You can't change anyone, they can only change themselves. Yelling, screaming, fighting, ignoring really does no good. So, that's where just simply speaking what's on your mind to them is basically your only option. I have done this, I spoke my mind, laid out my feelings, and came up with my own theory on a few things. I can't say that I am right about all of it, but I'm sure that I am right about most of it. I have to give myself some credit where credit is needed. I believe that I have a good sense of character when it comes to selecting my friends. I don't use people, even if they use me, I don't lie, and if I slip up once or twice, then within minutes I confess, and over all I think I'm a pretty damn good friend. I live my life the way I want, I chose my friends, I chose my lifestyle because I want it, not bc I have to.
When it comes to saying what's on my mind, I tend to hold back just enough to piss a few people off. Sorry! But, sooner or later, it does come out. I have tried really really really hard to say what I feel when I feel it. And so far, each chance I get to do so, I get shit on for it. So, to anyone who cares to know...here it is.
I LOVE MY LIFE
I LOVE MY SON
I LOVE CHRISTOPHER MCDADE
FAMILY FIRST
I'M GOING TO BE SOMEONE SOMEDAY BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO HAVE PATIENTS
WHATEVER HAPPENS IN MY LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE
I DO WRONG BUT I LEARN FROM WHAT I SCREW UP
NO ONE WILL INFLUENCE ME TO THE POINT WHERE I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING
THERE IS A GOD!
I BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND I DONT CARE WHO ELSE DOES BC I KNOW I CAN DO IT IF I REALLY
WANT SOMETHING BAD ENOUGH
YOU GOTTA HAVE FAITH
DONT LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER YOU
AND....BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A PURPOSE, DONT GIVE UP BC YOU HAD ONE BAD YEAR....IN THE LONG RUN ALL THE BULL SHIT WILL BE MORE THAN WORTH YOUR WHILE.