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Nothing needs to be said here- but, for the record I'm sick of tired watching people fight about the same thing. For the love of Jesus- journals are meant to write down your THOUGHTS- not to argue back and forth with another friend. What does it prove? that's something I have always been wondering about, but never fully get the answers on. BUT- it has nothing to do with me, so I'm moving on with it.
anywho- let's see what's been happening in my end of the world, lately. rm.. well I've been stuck in a jaded mood for a while- cause of work stressed, than being left out of the loop with some of my friends, and i keep heading into the same path- meaning they'll only call when they want advice, or when something's happening BIG in their world, but when everything's all smooth than I wouldn't hear from them. I supposed I could call, but when I do- i get an impressing they didn't want to talk to me. neither they'd rush me off the phone for something else better, or they weren't home, but never return my call. i guess I'm just here when somebody wants something- or it makes me think that the way their actions- what else could i think of, huh? oh well- life will move on, i supposed. so, work has been stressful than the least- tomorrow i have to work a spit shift- 9:15-3:45pm, than back in at 7:00pm-12:00am for the six month industry, ( spelling? ) it sorta feels unfair- but than it's five hours overtime, and that's sweet, and probably the only thing keeping me sane about work. though the other thing i keep wondering about- i make more money, than I ever did but it seems I'm more poor than ever. I don't know what I'm doing- note to self, needs to pay more attention where my money is going. I need to start acting more adult here, and start looking at life better. I admit, I wasn't acting grownup the way I would spent the cash I had worked so hard for -- over little things, but it needs to stop now. I need to start saving more. than, other thing what keeps going though my brain- I need to find WILL POWER and stop my morning breakfasts at mc's, than start to eat more healthily. I think that's another thing why I'm always moody cause I'm not happy what I'm doing in life- eating junk, letting 'people' bother me, than not watching where my money is going.
let's make a record here- I need to change my life style before I'll hit rock bottom- or I am already there, than I need to start climbing back at the top, and start taking life more serious.
Well, I'm done with my weekly semi-update, and I think I'm calling it a night. Couple of hours I have to be in work, than it's going to be a loooong day, and night for me. hopefully I'll find some cash, what the bosses will hide in the store items.
Well, whoever reads this, and has my number than call if you need anything- you know where i'll be. peace.
Good night, journalese.
anywho- let's see what's been happening in my end of the world, lately. rm.. well I've been stuck in a jaded mood for a while- cause of work stressed, than being left out of the loop with some of my friends, and i keep heading into the same path- meaning they'll only call when they want advice, or when something's happening BIG in their world, but when everything's all smooth than I wouldn't hear from them. I supposed I could call, but when I do- i get an impressing they didn't want to talk to me. neither they'd rush me off the phone for something else better, or they weren't home, but never return my call. i guess I'm just here when somebody wants something- or it makes me think that the way their actions- what else could i think of, huh? oh well- life will move on, i supposed. so, work has been stressful than the least- tomorrow i have to work a spit shift- 9:15-3:45pm, than back in at 7:00pm-12:00am for the six month industry, ( spelling? ) it sorta feels unfair- but than it's five hours overtime, and that's sweet, and probably the only thing keeping me sane about work. though the other thing i keep wondering about- i make more money, than I ever did but it seems I'm more poor than ever. I don't know what I'm doing- note to self, needs to pay more attention where my money is going. I need to start acting more adult here, and start looking at life better. I admit, I wasn't acting grownup the way I would spent the cash I had worked so hard for -- over little things, but it needs to stop now. I need to start saving more. than, other thing what keeps going though my brain- I need to find WILL POWER and stop my morning breakfasts at mc's, than start to eat more healthily. I think that's another thing why I'm always moody cause I'm not happy what I'm doing in life- eating junk, letting 'people' bother me, than not watching where my money is going.
let's make a record here- I need to change my life style before I'll hit rock bottom- or I am already there, than I need to start climbing back at the top, and start taking life more serious.
Well, I'm done with my weekly semi-update, and I think I'm calling it a night. Couple of hours I have to be in work, than it's going to be a loooong day, and night for me. hopefully I'll find some cash, what the bosses will hide in the store items.
Well, whoever reads this, and has my number than call if you need anything- you know where i'll be. peace.
Good night, journalese.