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My thoughts are all over the place. In my previous post I wrote about the quantity of problems that I have right now and how I am looking to solve at LEAST one. Ugh. Instead of solving any of these issues, I have come to find that they are just growing in numbers. I am extremely irritable lately, which is one of them.
Ewww. I hate irritability with a passion. Hahaha. Hating irritability. That's pretty funny.
Arrrrrg. I can't even write right now. I think that's the theme of my journal so far...how i can't write cuz I am so frustrated all the time. I hate it. Can't this journal be positive for once. Okay. Right now I am going to think of 5 positive things about my life right now.
1. I got a new haircut, which I think suits me better. Sure, long hair can be sexy...and guys like it...but I needed to start doing life for me...and not for men...and actually...they like the new hair...so cool.
2. I had enough money to pay my phone bill. I still have enough to pay my parking ticket fee...and for gas until my next paycheck.
3. My next paycheck is coming tomorrow! It will be little, but at least its something.
4. I may have another job offer landing in my lap. MAY being the key word, but at least it's something to look forward to as I am searching.
5. My birthday is in two weeks exactly. YAY for me time.
That was actually pretty hard. I didn't want to cheat and name off the obvious things, like health, family and friends...
Tomorrow I plan on trying harder to get things done. Today I got up early and went to the bank, got gas and coffee...that way I didn't have to rush right before work. I felt really good about that. So tomorrow, I think I am going to do this:
1. Wake up, wash face, eat a piece of fruit.
2. Go get an Earl Grey Soy Tea Latte at Starbucks. Take it for a walk on the beach.
3. Come home eat healthy breakfast/ pay parking ticket
4. Do laundry.
5. Wash car/clean out car
6. Clean up all of my mess around my mother's house.
7. Take shower.
8. Eat lunch.
9. Get ready for work.
10. Work.
11. Finally go home to MY house.
12. Get to sleep early so I can wake up for my job tomorrow.
OOOO. Sounds totally exciting right? Wow. Hahahahaha.
I am going to be completely honest with you right now. I'm kinda sad...and I need to get off this thing before I start crying and talking about stupid things.
My thoughts are all over the place. In my previous post I wrote about the quantity of problems that I have right now and how I am looking to solve at LEAST one. Ugh. Instead of solving any of these issues, I have come to find that they are just growing in numbers. I am extremely irritable lately, which is one of them.
Ewww. I hate irritability with a passion. Hahaha. Hating irritability. That's pretty funny.
Arrrrrg. I can't even write right now. I think that's the theme of my journal so far...how i can't write cuz I am so frustrated all the time. I hate it. Can't this journal be positive for once. Okay. Right now I am going to think of 5 positive things about my life right now.
1. I got a new haircut, which I think suits me better. Sure, long hair can be sexy...and guys like it...but I needed to start doing life for me...and not for men...and actually...they like the new hair...so cool.
2. I had enough money to pay my phone bill. I still have enough to pay my parking ticket fee...and for gas until my next paycheck.
3. My next paycheck is coming tomorrow! It will be little, but at least its something.
4. I may have another job offer landing in my lap. MAY being the key word, but at least it's something to look forward to as I am searching.
5. My birthday is in two weeks exactly. YAY for me time.
That was actually pretty hard. I didn't want to cheat and name off the obvious things, like health, family and friends...
Tomorrow I plan on trying harder to get things done. Today I got up early and went to the bank, got gas and coffee...that way I didn't have to rush right before work. I felt really good about that. So tomorrow, I think I am going to do this:
1. Wake up, wash face, eat a piece of fruit.
2. Go get an Earl Grey Soy Tea Latte at Starbucks. Take it for a walk on the beach.
3. Come home eat healthy breakfast/ pay parking ticket
4. Do laundry.
5. Wash car/clean out car
6. Clean up all of my mess around my mother's house.
7. Take shower.
8. Eat lunch.
9. Get ready for work.
10. Work.
11. Finally go home to MY house.
12. Get to sleep early so I can wake up for my job tomorrow.
OOOO. Sounds totally exciting right? Wow. Hahahahaha.
I am going to be completely honest with you right now. I'm kinda sad...and I need to get off this thing before I start crying and talking about stupid things.