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Right now, I feel like sitting at a two person table with a glass of good chardonnay and a plate of assorted cheeses. I would like a semi-vacation (if there is such a thing). Something along the lines of getting my own cute little hotel room in Carmel, something with a view. I have this perfect vision of me, walking around the room half naked, drinking wine and thinking about all the things that life has set down in my lap...or, more accurately, thrown in my face. I need a good chunk of time, in a drama-free area, where I can start to come up with some solutions to all the problems that I find myself so "quaintly" enveloped in. There are so many issues that I need to work out.
Jeudiel, Josh
bills, money in general
school, work
family, friends
the apartment, my car
etc. etc.
I feel as though time is passing me by and laughing at the fact that I simply can't catch up. CANT possibly meaning WONT depending on the direct circumstance. I really would like to find myself ahead, rather than behind for once. I'm trying, slowly but surely. I just don't know how to go about solving these problems. I have goals, but which should I strive to accomplish first? What is the most important aspect of my life? I'm just not sure. Is my family more important? My self worth? My surroundings? My lifestyle? Love? Friendship? I'm just so confused right now.
Any help is much appreciated. However, in a positive fashion of course.
Jeudiel, Josh
bills, money in general
school, work
family, friends
the apartment, my car
etc. etc.
I feel as though time is passing me by and laughing at the fact that I simply can't catch up. CANT possibly meaning WONT depending on the direct circumstance. I really would like to find myself ahead, rather than behind for once. I'm trying, slowly but surely. I just don't know how to go about solving these problems. I have goals, but which should I strive to accomplish first? What is the most important aspect of my life? I'm just not sure. Is my family more important? My self worth? My surroundings? My lifestyle? Love? Friendship? I'm just so confused right now.
Any help is much appreciated. However, in a positive fashion of course.