(no subject)
well, it's be another week. well almost. here I am writing again. Why, because I have nothing else to do. I have been playing viva pinata a lot lately, but don't feel like playing it today. I do not have the attention span for a movie right now, and I'm still bummed. My birthday sucked ass. I worked, no one at work even mentioned anything about it. It was on the calendar just the same as everyone else's was all year. I finally mentioned it to Dave while he was on his way out and I was on my way to lunch. I was still as sad as I was after writing my entry the other night and I kinda broke down. I still don't like to think about it. I have had a sucky week again. The only good part was probably going out friday night to hard rock and bowling. Which again I couldn't get randy to go out to eat. He stayed at home playing too human with seb. He did meet us for bowling. I was fairly drunk by the end of the night. It was an a pretty good night. Thanks Rachel
Not much has changed in life in the last week. Mostly I'm just still bummed. I need to schedule an apt with a doctor to talk about my body and shit bleh I don't want to...
You know I told randy to read my last entry and all he had to say about it was that it upsets him that I am sad. I guess he thinks what I wrote was just me being upset, and to make sure it wasn't I went back and read it. I really do feel that way. I don't verbalize it, but shouldn't I feel better or something. I don't know. I'm in a pissed off mood today. Christina didn't have the new team member do what I asked and she didn't go into inbound today like she was supposed to. It pisses me off. She seemed in a general pissy mood when I got there. Oh well. I'm really hoping she gets the job at business.
grrr well I'm gonna go. maybe do something else P&L later
Not much has changed in life in the last week. Mostly I'm just still bummed. I need to schedule an apt with a doctor to talk about my body and shit bleh I don't want to...
You know I told randy to read my last entry and all he had to say about it was that it upsets him that I am sad. I guess he thinks what I wrote was just me being upset, and to make sure it wasn't I went back and read it. I really do feel that way. I don't verbalize it, but shouldn't I feel better or something. I don't know. I'm in a pissed off mood today. Christina didn't have the new team member do what I asked and she didn't go into inbound today like she was supposed to. It pisses me off. She seemed in a general pissy mood when I got there. Oh well. I'm really hoping she gets the job at business.
grrr well I'm gonna go. maybe do something else P&L later