Dec 31, 2004 14:40
this year has been fucking hectic. a lot of terrible things happened, but a lot of good things came out of it, and i'm better for it in the end. next year, i have a feeling, is going to be amazing. i have learned a lot about what is important, what isn't, and how to stand back and say, "hey, fuck it!" that's important to me, because i had a tendancy to hold onto things too tightly. when you do that, you can't step back and see that sometimes the things you think are really great for you are actually kinda terrible.
i hope next year is entirely like from september onward has been this year. great friends, great times, great house, great boy, and just feeling overall great in general. i like it so much better this way.
here are some resolutions that i won't keep:
01://start my day earlier! (may get easy because of school)
02://no more candy at work, ick.
03://cut back (but not QUIT!) on cigarettes.
04://be healthy.
05://finish the novel. or at least work on it a lot.
see you, space cowboys.