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if this is the outcome i was expecting, why am i do dissapointed about it? why am i shocked and embarassed and feel so out of touch? it's the long run thing that kills me. we had our lives planned together. we had our future set out in front of us. i pictured myself growing old with this man, exchanging vows, doing the whole thing with him. that's what upsets me the most, when i think long term. i've wasted the past thirteen months of my life on something that was broken like that. you work for things you want, things you desire, things you love.
everyone fights, every relationship has their worst. ours was out of reach, out of tune.
i'm too young, i have dreams and goals and i want to achieve that before anything else.
i'll be okay, i knnow i'll be okay.
everyone fights, every relationship has their worst. ours was out of reach, out of tune.
i'm too young, i have dreams and goals and i want to achieve that before anything else.
i'll be okay, i knnow i'll be okay.