Invasion So Sucexxy
So, the college trial periods were a pretty stressful one. I got rejected from a lot of the one's I wanted to get into, like Temple. The first letter of rejection is probably the worst one. It was putting pressure on me and in turn, making me feel a little tired and weak. I think I might end up going to Widener, though.
Last night, me and a couple of other people went out and played pool, by 11 or so, Jen left the resturant it was just Becky and I talking for a while. She seems convinced she'd be just like me if she were a guy, I don't think I see it, but that's alright. I ended up talking about some of my back story with my mom. I don't talk to many people about it, and I tell fewer people the details of my childhood. I told her a broader aspect of it, but I don't think I'd ever tell her everything. I'm not secretive just selective. I feel like it's been a long time since I've had anyone to tell everything to. I miss it a little but not enough to find someone to tell.
God, this part of my life is coming to a close, it's just months away, you can feel the noose letting off a bit, though a little scary. I mean, one of the most important years of my life are coming up and this life is quickly coming to a halt. You don't say goodbye to most of the people you've known for so long in your life. Don't feel bad about it though, feel good about becoming slowly responsible.
Last night, me and a couple of other people went out and played pool, by 11 or so, Jen left the resturant it was just Becky and I talking for a while. She seems convinced she'd be just like me if she were a guy, I don't think I see it, but that's alright. I ended up talking about some of my back story with my mom. I don't talk to many people about it, and I tell fewer people the details of my childhood. I told her a broader aspect of it, but I don't think I'd ever tell her everything. I'm not secretive just selective. I feel like it's been a long time since I've had anyone to tell everything to. I miss it a little but not enough to find someone to tell.
God, this part of my life is coming to a close, it's just months away, you can feel the noose letting off a bit, though a little scary. I mean, one of the most important years of my life are coming up and this life is quickly coming to a halt. You don't say goodbye to most of the people you've known for so long in your life. Don't feel bad about it though, feel good about becoming slowly responsible.