Oct 30, 2005 20:21
it's really so enlightening when you realize all at once that you
really get someone. and i mean really get someone. like, you've
always known them, but to suddenly understand them all at once.... it's
so refreshing i can't even explain it. i really think it's the only
thing you can do to really ever move on... to understand.
it's just
really sad that it takes us so long to understand - if we had only
taken the time in the beginning, we would miss out on so much
unnecessary pain. like, honestly. i probably have had the roughest past
24 hrs, and despite that, certain people still decided it would be fun
to still try and bring me down. and yeah, it did initially hurt a
little bit, but once i realized why this was happening... i understood.
and i'm okay now. and i will be okay from now on, even though i know i
haven't been for a lonngg time. yeah, relationships suck, but
emotionally straining, misunderstood ones suck even more.
so basically, i feel sorry for you, i really do, but i understand. and that's all.
peace kids.