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so yes...
the time has come, my faithful friends, to talk of other things
of shoes and ships and ceiling wax, of cabbages and kings
and while the see is boiling hot and violence solves nothing
cahloo cahlay we'll eat today
like cabbages and kings.
not quite the exact words, but it works
I wish I had not swore off violence, because I would love to fight this Darren guy. I know for sure that I would be pulverized but at least I could get rid of this horrible bad energy I have towards him.
It has never occured to me who even reads this journal. I imagine some people do because it links from my myspace. The problem is that the link says "if you read you'll judge" which may deter some people from trying to enter my deep thoughts.
but not my deepest.
Those only escape through song. And even then I always hold something back, for myself mostly but also to protect people that the thoughts may hurt. If I told everyone everything I had ever done, there would definetly be some hatred being bred. I don't promote dishonesty, nor do I lie, alot. There are just some things that don't need to be said. They have no impact on the situation by being kept silent. Things that would simply complicate a situation.
I've been listening to alot of {Rage} lately. Feels right, feels comfortable. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other, every fucking day. I want to be done with this whole middle stage but I know I can't be.
I really want to find T.M. Prine's livejournal. I know whatever he has to say is amazingly brilliant and insightful. Sometimes I wonder if maybe his mission in life is more than what everyone else would deem for him.
Fuck I want to meet this Darren guy. How could anyone treat someone they "liked" in the way that he did? Fuck!
And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,
Mudvayne - Severed
the time has come, my faithful friends, to talk of other things
of shoes and ships and ceiling wax, of cabbages and kings
and while the see is boiling hot and violence solves nothing
cahloo cahlay we'll eat today
like cabbages and kings.
not quite the exact words, but it works
I wish I had not swore off violence, because I would love to fight this Darren guy. I know for sure that I would be pulverized but at least I could get rid of this horrible bad energy I have towards him.
It has never occured to me who even reads this journal. I imagine some people do because it links from my myspace. The problem is that the link says "if you read you'll judge" which may deter some people from trying to enter my deep thoughts.
but not my deepest.
Those only escape through song. And even then I always hold something back, for myself mostly but also to protect people that the thoughts may hurt. If I told everyone everything I had ever done, there would definetly be some hatred being bred. I don't promote dishonesty, nor do I lie, alot. There are just some things that don't need to be said. They have no impact on the situation by being kept silent. Things that would simply complicate a situation.
I've been listening to alot of {Rage} lately. Feels right, feels comfortable. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other, every fucking day. I want to be done with this whole middle stage but I know I can't be.
I really want to find T.M. Prine's livejournal. I know whatever he has to say is amazingly brilliant and insightful. Sometimes I wonder if maybe his mission in life is more than what everyone else would deem for him.
Fuck I want to meet this Darren guy. How could anyone treat someone they "liked" in the way that he did? Fuck!
And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,
Mudvayne - Severed