Jan 25, 2006 22:18
Well, we meet again? I just finished my online-music class bullshit. I am never taking an online class again! It is was too open-ended for me and I cant argue with people like I want to. This one guy tried to say that music therapy has no effect on contemporary music. WTF?!?!?! How can you even begin to think that when you probably walk by "relaxation cds" every fricking time you are in Shopko? Give me a break.
My audition is in 3 days. I'm as ready as I will ever be, but I don't have an accompaniest. Damn you, Gretchen! Return my phone call!
I don't really want to go to bed tonight, cause I am sick of waking up and having to do something. I just want to, well, I don't know. I just want to be able to travel back in time. I feel like I'm waiting for something. As Yoda said,"always looking to the horizon. Mind never on where he is, what he is doing!" I meditated last night, it felt good but I believe the positive effects have worn off. I mean the health effects don't, but the psychologically calming effects are gone. I guess I will have to go ahead and burn some more incense tonight. I need a vision quest.