Annoucement
I'm sure it's been pretty obvious to a lot of you - even those I haven't been talking to in private IMs - that I've been really off the last month or so. Truth be told, I have very little idea as to why I've been so melancholy and easily upset-able lately, and that alone is only adding to my mood. My life in the real world is relaxing and fun, but my life online has become tedious at best, downright depressing at worst.
I've been struggling with the options presented to me - either I leave, indefinitely or temporarily, or I don't. I don't like the idea of leaving Cracktran in any way because, while I'm not the mod or even that important a person here, this is still my RP, that I inadvertently started. At the same time, I really can't afford to be upset every day over really petty things that shouldn't make a difference. I shouldn't need a vacation from the internet.
So I'm not really sure what I'm going to be doing at the moment. The only reason I'm really posting this is because I don't want my final decision to be a shock or surprise to anyone on the RP. I'm probably going to be quiet online, logging in and out of chat randomly, and focusing more on finishing the RPs I have or have planned more than talking to people OOC'ly, as that seems to be the part that's hurting me most.
I know it's selfish to ask this, but I'd like it if you guys could give me some extra slack when it comes to my OOC mood while I try to figure out what's making me want to abandon the RP so badly. I have ideas as to why I'm so upset, but I need to focus on figuring out if they're actually the problem - if it is, then I'm going to have a lot of work on my hands.
That's pretty much it. Sorry if I'm causing problems for you.
I've been struggling with the options presented to me - either I leave, indefinitely or temporarily, or I don't. I don't like the idea of leaving Cracktran in any way because, while I'm not the mod or even that important a person here, this is still my RP, that I inadvertently started. At the same time, I really can't afford to be upset every day over really petty things that shouldn't make a difference. I shouldn't need a vacation from the internet.
So I'm not really sure what I'm going to be doing at the moment. The only reason I'm really posting this is because I don't want my final decision to be a shock or surprise to anyone on the RP. I'm probably going to be quiet online, logging in and out of chat randomly, and focusing more on finishing the RPs I have or have planned more than talking to people OOC'ly, as that seems to be the part that's hurting me most.
I know it's selfish to ask this, but I'd like it if you guys could give me some extra slack when it comes to my OOC mood while I try to figure out what's making me want to abandon the RP so badly. I have ideas as to why I'm so upset, but I need to focus on figuring out if they're actually the problem - if it is, then I'm going to have a lot of work on my hands.
That's pretty much it. Sorry if I'm causing problems for you.