"oh my sweet darling happiness, you've been away from me all along.."
ONE THING THAT I NEVER SAID, IM TRULY HAPPY IN MY HEART AND IN MY HEAD...i really have felt like something just wasnt balanced in me...well as it turns out i think i strained my vocal cords at the show so my mid range which i usually sing in has been shot to hell for the past few days, no singing in the car :( but hopefully it'll be healed by tomorrow, cause it's sore beyond words and it hurts so bad when i swallow a drink or eat anything arrrrr...
WELL THE TRUTH IS THAT I MISS YOU...okay so i've determined 2 things, when i listen to alk3 i get depressed because of their dark, heart-breaking lyrics, but like it...when i listen to coldplay i get depressed because it's mellow, beautiful, yet still sad, but i like it...when i listen to bright eyes i get depressed because it's just so sad, but i like it...when i listen to get-up kids, i get depressed, because it makes me think of times with bethany...but, contrary to getting depressed, i love those bands to death...thanks thats all i wanted to say about that, so listen to all those bands everyone...
I WANTED YOU FOR NOTHING MORE THAN HATING YOU FOR WHAT YOU WERE...why have i had so many relationships throughout my 19 1/4 months, that fit that quote? haha i also would like to ask myself, why, as much as i deny, do i have to be so damned emo...
MOSHI MOSHI? MOSHI MOSHI? MOSHI MOSHI...are you thinking of me, when youre putting on your make up darling, or dying your hair like you do, well youre wasting your time if youre trying to impress me, i waste all my time just thinking of you! <----that's for all the ladies out there! if i could sing right now, i'd be singing it for you! give me a day or 2 when my voice is back and i'll call you and sing into your machine!
WELL THE TRUTH IS THAT I MISS YOU...okay so i've determined 2 things, when i listen to alk3 i get depressed because of their dark, heart-breaking lyrics, but like it...when i listen to coldplay i get depressed because it's mellow, beautiful, yet still sad, but i like it...when i listen to bright eyes i get depressed because it's just so sad, but i like it...when i listen to get-up kids, i get depressed, because it makes me think of times with bethany...but, contrary to getting depressed, i love those bands to death...thanks thats all i wanted to say about that, so listen to all those bands everyone...
I WANTED YOU FOR NOTHING MORE THAN HATING YOU FOR WHAT YOU WERE...why have i had so many relationships throughout my 19 1/4 months, that fit that quote? haha i also would like to ask myself, why, as much as i deny, do i have to be so damned emo...
MOSHI MOSHI? MOSHI MOSHI? MOSHI MOSHI...are you thinking of me, when youre putting on your make up darling, or dying your hair like you do, well youre wasting your time if youre trying to impress me, i waste all my time just thinking of you! <----that's for all the ladies out there! if i could sing right now, i'd be singing it for you! give me a day or 2 when my voice is back and i'll call you and sing into your machine!