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sometimes, like right now, i wish i had the balls i used to.
i'd be floating away right now if i did.
i had all this grand shit i wanted to write today but not anymore, now well i dont even want to fucking get into it. if i ever come back to this (probably tomrrow, this is like my only outlet)ill write what i had intended to perhaps ill even allow a photograph to accompany it. who knows right now i just want to fall asleep and wake up for work on monday or run away back home, if only either of those things were possible. im used to not getting what i want or what i had expected though, not that my life was full of downs but i whenever i was expecting something id always be let down thats why in recent years i started to not expect anything sometimes it just gets to be too hard though and you cant help but...
im done now, for real.
i'd be floating away right now if i did.
i had all this grand shit i wanted to write today but not anymore, now well i dont even want to fucking get into it. if i ever come back to this (probably tomrrow, this is like my only outlet)ill write what i had intended to perhaps ill even allow a photograph to accompany it. who knows right now i just want to fall asleep and wake up for work on monday or run away back home, if only either of those things were possible. im used to not getting what i want or what i had expected though, not that my life was full of downs but i whenever i was expecting something id always be let down thats why in recent years i started to not expect anything sometimes it just gets to be too hard though and you cant help but...
im done now, for real.