waiting for valerian to kick in
I was pretty productive today considering how sick I've felt. I've been losing chunks of time, projecting, finding myself in other places...but I've also been losing muscle mass, strength, and energy, sometimes to paralysis. Then my blood sugar spikes, I throw up, and I fall asleep. It comes and goes all day. It started at work the other day, and it's gotten worse. ugh! It's either work or the ER tomorrow. double ugh! Still I got stuff done today. Cleaned for a while before Kris and I headed to Springfield where JoAnn fabric had a 5 for $5 deal on patterns. Picked up a couple new garb patterns since I lost Ryan's shirt, then headed home where I promptly hit the bed and didn't get up until Ryan got home from his dad's with a new rolltop desk. It's gorgeous! Now I'm finishing up some valerian catnip tea, waiting for it to send me to sleep so maybe I can get over this. I haven't really been sleeping well, so let's hope for the best.
Ryan's mom sent us a wallet of the baby's last photo sitting. I miss him so much. We haven't seen him since Easter, no matter how many times Ryan tries. There's always an excuse. Him being a baby and not getting much sleep can only be an excuse for so long. Yes, he's teething. babies do that. In any case, I miss that little mister to death. *sigh* It has to change someday. Has to.
Ok, tea setting in...I sleep now...ZZZZzzzzzzzzz.....
Ryan's mom sent us a wallet of the baby's last photo sitting. I miss him so much. We haven't seen him since Easter, no matter how many times Ryan tries. There's always an excuse. Him being a baby and not getting much sleep can only be an excuse for so long. Yes, he's teething. babies do that. In any case, I miss that little mister to death. *sigh* It has to change someday. Has to.
Ok, tea setting in...I sleep now...ZZZZzzzzzzzzz.....