Ok....

Dec 23, 2005 17:07

List 5 WEIRD, SPOOKY, ZANY HABITS that you have, then tag 5 friends to do the same, in order to perpetuate the cycle of hate!

Tagged by: Tom Brown (sister_ray)

1. Ok. When I was younger I had a 'comfort thingy' (don't know the pyschology term) which was to gently brush the webbings in between my fingers along the silky linings that run around the edges of those blankets that were common in the 80s when you had a spare bed or something (much like the ones paramedics wrap you up in). I don't know if you know the ones I mean? Anyway I still find the same comfort and calming 'everything-is-all-right' effect with other cool and smooth things like ear lobes and noses (especially when cold!) etc. When I held hands with my ex I would squeeze the pads of her fingertips in each of the webbings on the same hand when the were cold (her hand was on top of the back of my hand - geddit) and I would be taken to the sea of tranquility (not the one on the moon).

Don't ask me why. Its strange but I like it.

2. When alone (usually at home) I always get these strange urges to really try and embarrass myslef as much as possible, like by saying stupid things and pulling stupid faces and acting like a total cunt. I don't know why. I think maybe its to somehow de-embarrass myself so that when I actually socialise with people then I'm all 'dickhead'ed out or something.... who knows? I only sometimes actually act on these impulses!

3. I've caught myself a bunch of times recently talking to myself. Its not so much talking to myself as acting out conversations I'm going to have. Its not as full on mental as it sounds or anything but just like if I'm on a walk going somewhere I might catch myself mouthing out the conversations to myself that I might have on arrival to wherever I am going. Or if I'm daydreaming about stuff (usually meeting a girl or bumping someone I hate or something) I'll percieve how the conversation would go and what I would say and stuff. Hahaha I'm actally mental...

4. Whenever I'm going to sleep I will always without trying and without thinking about it and without meaning to just imagine and visualize myself being suspended from the ceiling by about 7/8 small chains, face down, in the Jesus Christ pose, by small meathooks piercing my back, neck and legs etc. I don't think there has been one night in the last 3 or so years where that hasn't popped into my mind at some point. Sometimes if I'm just about to fall asleep I lose my stomach and tense up and stuff.

Not really a habit as such but a weird something nonetheless!

5. I'll add a 5th if I think of one later. Gotta go home!
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