Maybe there's beauty in goodbye... There's just no reason left to try...
So life has taken an interesting turn the last couple of days... I've definately come to appreciate my friends more than anything. Well no I take that back, I've come to appreciate my closest friends aka Irene, Alaina and Michelle ( favorite)... They have been there for me over the last couple days and I can't explain how much I appreciate and love them. :). They really do stick with me through thick and thin. Life pretty much well, sucks.. ha. I've been exhausted the last couple of days and I've been sick... Although I'm not sure if I'm actually sick sick. Like I haven't been able to eat very much because my stomach is always upset... I dunno it could always be nerves and stress because my stomach usually becomes upset during those times.. :-/. And I've been stressed a lot lately. But oh well, whatever. I'll be fine in a couple days. Most likely.
I just don't know what to do anymore... I honestly don't know about life either... I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing anymore, everything I seem to do it seems wrong. Things continually change. Some for the better some for the worse. And it's not fun. Well the ones that are for the worse. The things that were such a big part of my life last... Aren't that important to me anymore.. Well they are important.. But I don't know. I'm confused right now... I'm gonna meet with Pastor Keith this week. Which I need to do. I need to talk to him about stuff... And I know I'll come out feeling a lot better about things.. But yeah anyways...
I've been working an awful lot lately. Which isn't bad. I need the money... and it's been sorta fun.. Michelle came in and visited on Friday and Saturday, which made me extremely happy. I love her.<3. And I worked with Bryan and Brandon Friday and Saturday. Which made me happy. Time passes by fast when I work with them. :). Which is always nice, especially when I have to work an 8 and 1/2 hour shift. Those shifts are so long... I'm working 18 hours again this week, which isn't bad. And I worked 21 this past week. So my pay check is gonna be pretty nice. I'm excited, ha. I like money. lol. Maybe I'll go shopping.. I haven't finished spending the money that I got from Chistmas yet. So who knows. I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm so excited. One: It's a dance day, aka see all my friends. and Two: Irene and I are gonna go to Starbucks in Geneseo on our break which is like 2 hours long now, since I don't teach dance anymore, and we're gonna just hang out at Starbucks, just the two of us. We haven't hung out just us two since Christmas break.. Not cool. But yeah, I'm excited. :).I freakin love Starbucks and chillin there with people.
Well I'm on the phone with Alaina now.. So I'm out. ha.
Bye.
I just don't know what to do anymore... I honestly don't know about life either... I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing anymore, everything I seem to do it seems wrong. Things continually change. Some for the better some for the worse. And it's not fun. Well the ones that are for the worse. The things that were such a big part of my life last... Aren't that important to me anymore.. Well they are important.. But I don't know. I'm confused right now... I'm gonna meet with Pastor Keith this week. Which I need to do. I need to talk to him about stuff... And I know I'll come out feeling a lot better about things.. But yeah anyways...
I've been working an awful lot lately. Which isn't bad. I need the money... and it's been sorta fun.. Michelle came in and visited on Friday and Saturday, which made me extremely happy. I love her.<3. And I worked with Bryan and Brandon Friday and Saturday. Which made me happy. Time passes by fast when I work with them. :). Which is always nice, especially when I have to work an 8 and 1/2 hour shift. Those shifts are so long... I'm working 18 hours again this week, which isn't bad. And I worked 21 this past week. So my pay check is gonna be pretty nice. I'm excited, ha. I like money. lol. Maybe I'll go shopping.. I haven't finished spending the money that I got from Chistmas yet. So who knows. I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm so excited. One: It's a dance day, aka see all my friends. and Two: Irene and I are gonna go to Starbucks in Geneseo on our break which is like 2 hours long now, since I don't teach dance anymore, and we're gonna just hang out at Starbucks, just the two of us. We haven't hung out just us two since Christmas break.. Not cool. But yeah, I'm excited. :).I freakin love Starbucks and chillin there with people.
Well I'm on the phone with Alaina now.. So I'm out. ha.
Bye.