Jan 09, 2007 22:21
So life has pretty much sucked for awhile. But it's getting better now! :). which makes me happy . :). obviously. lol.
um, i don't really love holidays.. they always make me sad. another year has passed. so much has changed.. and they just aren't the same.
like i like holidays but then again they just make me sad. yeah i'm weird. but whatever.
i'm freakin SORE from dance class last night. it hurts to move. lol. but class was SO much fun . i missed dance sooo much! i like being sore because it means i actually worked and worked hard. but yeah, i love my friends at dance. :). i freakin adore the "3 Musketeers and our sidekick.<3" more than anything! we rock! yeah, that's right! haha. umm. hm. this is a random entry, lol.
i LOVE Pastor Keith and Katie, they help me so freakin much! i dunno what i would do without them, they are so encouraging! and they help me so much! i would not have made it through this year without them.. and my best friend. i definately wouldn't have made it without her! she keeps me freakin sane! i love her to death! :). man alive, there are a lot of people that have helped me this year. i don't know what i would have done without them!
umm hm, well work is decent. i only have 11 hours this week which sorta sucks since i need money. but it's kind of nice having a break. :) i still pretty much like everyone there.. although some people have started to get on my nerves. but that's alright. lol. thats what happens when you work with the same people a lot. lol.
i can NOT wait for dance on Thursday! i just love it so much, seriously the movie "Step Up" has reminded me why i love dance so much. like i just have such a passion for it again. :). and we're going to freakin NYC in 3 months!!! frick ya! haha. i love that place. it is amazing. dude i'm like sooo awake right now. i went out with Katie to this cute coffee place and now i'm like wide awake from the caffiene. haha. but that's alright. and oh my gosh i work out now, and i love it. lol. i can't wait to get back in shape. yeah i'm a nerd, but so what. haha. i like it.
school pretty much sucks right now. i can't freakin wait to graduate. and i'm definately going out of state to college. mmhmm! i'll go to Elim for a year most likely, then i'm outta here!!! finally!. i'm just sick of here. i mean don't get me wrong, i love all my friends and my family and everything. but i just wanna go somewhere new, with new people, and new experiences and changes. yeah it's gonna be hard. but it's gonna be awesome. i'm so excited to leave. i gotta start researching colleges... all i know is it'll be out of NY. it'll be cool. :).
but yeah, anyways. well i'm done with this for now. haha. byeee