falling
People have always told me that when i fall i should get up and try again. but.......what if i dont want to get? Never want to try again? Then what shall i do? Just sit there in shame or let people step on u on their way to the top? What if i want neither? Neither pain or misfortune? Neither achevment or goodness? i want to be nothing. i want to be unknown. i want to be lost in space. never to be found. i never want to get back up. and i never want to try again. i just want to fucking die and leave all these fucking useless people to die and rought in living hell. i hate fucking everyone. if i were to die i bet only one or two people would actually miss me. maybe more if people pretended to actually care. i bvet at my funeral the would say only bad stuff about me. never good. maybe i should go rote in hell and not waste my time with the rest of u stupid mother fuckers. ok im done complaining.....for now.