ugh
Today there was a fighting game tournament at the local arcade. Super Street Fighter IV and Marvel vs Capcom 3. I decided to hang out just to watch and see how it went down, but it started late (at around 6pm) and by that time I just didn't even want to be there, so I left.
I didn't like the atmosphere of "I'm going to be the best at this game" mentality from EVERY player that showed up. It was absolutely appalling. These are supposed to be my friends but really they get on my nerves just like everyone else, making it hard for me to even want to play Pump It Up anymore.
Doesn't help that I'm shying away from IRC and the like because I just can't talk to a lot of people anymore the way I used to. I feel... lonely, I guess you could say. Can't talk to family. Friends make me upset. Only people I seem to talk to a lot more are those from Twitter...
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what do i do
I didn't like the atmosphere of "I'm going to be the best at this game" mentality from EVERY player that showed up. It was absolutely appalling. These are supposed to be my friends but really they get on my nerves just like everyone else, making it hard for me to even want to play Pump It Up anymore.
Doesn't help that I'm shying away from IRC and the like because I just can't talk to a lot of people anymore the way I used to. I feel... lonely, I guess you could say. Can't talk to family. Friends make me upset. Only people I seem to talk to a lot more are those from Twitter...
...
what do i do