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I really need to get better at updating this thing like once a week so that I don't have rediculously long entries. Had an ok end of the semester. Passed all my classes and probably got better than 3 .'s in all of them. I'm lonely but getting back on track. It's nice that everyone's coming home for the summer. well, most people. Pat will be back soon so hopefully we can chill AAAALLLLOOOOTTT. Have a couple different prospects for the summer so we'll see if any of them are interested in a relationship cuz I really need and want to settle down. I had a little whore-time which was both revealing and depressing. I hope that it was just the wrong time wrong situation thing but I still feel like a major dick for the things that I did and the girls that I hurt. But in the midst of it all, I think things will be different this summer. I am developing friendships and just hanging out with girls; not to get ass, but to further my exploration of the ever-expanding and continuously changing camouflage that female psyche seems to throw at me. It's a fun way to get to know them. Anyways, I've picked up bowling and golfing as my new two favorite things to do and have improved my personal standing in both categories. Tiger, tiger, tiger, woods y'all 2006 is also a new fave. I miss my go-to guys and gals and look forward to some heart to hearts when they return from college. I need to have a good sitdown with someone and possibly just analyze.....ME. I've had a few recent conversations that are depressing in themselves and it has gotten me a little down, but I'm pretty sure I'm doing just fine. That's about all for now. Waiting for a phone call from a pretty girl who has lost her way. Wish me luck in helping her find it, and realize that it's not another ploy and I really just want to help her this time. Peace and love.
Ryan
Ryan