i miss you

[cozsheep]

i always thought,
was always told,
that pains fades with time,
but i can't believe it,
because i can still feel it,
as if it's forever repeating my worst day.

in my head i see your smile,
and i hope more than anything it's still there.
in my head i hear your laugh,
and i hope things are still funny wherever you are.

i hope so much that i don't make you sad,
by not being able to let go.
but i need you here, and i need to hold on,
i need to want you still here.

you were the best thing to ever
happen in my life,
and i owe all my strength to you.
but i would trade it all in, i'd give all i have,
if you could just never have left.

i miss you.