procrastinating
Always procrastinating. Why does it feel good to procrastinate knowing it would feel better to finish my paper? I've been cranky lately. I'm feeling restless. I feel that it will be nice when school is over, and I can finally paint my masterpiece. I've been daydreaming of immortalizing a bowl of Annie's Mac and Cheese on canvas.
I'll be working for ID Tech again this summer at UCSC. I think it will be interesting, I think my coworkers are grade A dorks. Not hip geek chic- I'm talking D&D talking, online cyber gaming, Cling-on speaking dorks.
I think I'm restless from not playing music or something, we haven't played since last Wed. Or maybe I feel restless because I'm unnecessarily displacing my energy towards emotions when I should be WRITING MY PAPER. Ok this is not enjoyable- I'm not escaping, I'm just voicing my anxiety over and over. Peace out.
I'll be working for ID Tech again this summer at UCSC. I think it will be interesting, I think my coworkers are grade A dorks. Not hip geek chic- I'm talking D&D talking, online cyber gaming, Cling-on speaking dorks.
I think I'm restless from not playing music or something, we haven't played since last Wed. Or maybe I feel restless because I'm unnecessarily displacing my energy towards emotions when I should be WRITING MY PAPER. Ok this is not enjoyable- I'm not escaping, I'm just voicing my anxiety over and over. Peace out.