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i need to get off sleeping pills but it's hard. i actually kind of love them. i've been taking a melatonin supplement which is supposed to help me get my body into a routine, along with a half-dosage of sleeping pills. but last night i took a full dosage cause it wasn't working even after like an hour. the half-dose was part of my plan to get off them, but it's not going to be that easy. i hate not falling asleep easily. i can see why people get addicted to these pills. even though they're "non-habit forming" you kind of make it a habit yourself. and it's so nice when you've got so much on your mind and you just want to forget it all. it makes me think, why do depressed people drink until they pass out? just pop some pills, it's cheaper, you don't smell bad, and you're all good! if i ever get addicted to something in life, it's going to be these.