update
So yea i know its been forever since ive updated....so.....i have a lot to say but ill make it short.....everything is ok in my life....not great but no bad....just ok.....school is almost over....i hope i dont fail all my classes....ive slcked A LOT this semester so i dont doubt it if i do fail a couple.....im not with as some people would call him "the asshole" anymore....we broke up almost a month ago...and of course it was all him. so a week after we broke up he had a new girlfriend. whatever. shes cool i guess. could be worse. anyway. so who knows whats gonna happen there. anyway. so i was upset about that and then i got in touch with an old b/f that i went out with for a year and a half when i was like 10. lol. we started talkin a week ago. hung out over the weekend. super sweet guy till last night. he randomly sent me a text message sayin that we could only be friends and that he didnt want a relationship. ok. whatever. u should really tell me that before u give me one of ur shirts with your cologne on it to sleep in, before you ask me wether i want stay in lakeland for the summer or go back to orlando(ucf), and definitely before you tell me that u want me to come to orlando to hang out with you when u do go back in the fall. Ummm....leading me on. YES.....so anyway....i was upset about that last night. right when i begin to feel happy again, it never fails that something happens to where i go right back to square 1. so anyway. i guess u could say the love part of my life is not goin so well. the home life is good though. me and my mom r as close as ever. shes helped me through all this shit once again. i love her dearly for that. anyway i guess thats all. i just cant wait for school to be over and be stress free and have an awesome summer like im anticipating!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!