Sep 07, 2005 19:13
ugh
I love school and everything but I miss Jessie and Amra sooooo badly! I cannot wait to go home so I can see them! I HATE not having them to talk to or hang out with whenever I want. Today was just crappy. I got an A ony my quiz for math...but the rest of the day was just UGH!
I hate boys...and not just in the relationship way....my best friend who just so happens to be a guy was the biggest jerk to me today and it just pissed me off so badly. He is normally jerky...but today just irked me and it never does. I don't know what my deal is...but whatever. It seems like whenever I want to do something noone else can and it just drives me crazy. I hate not having anyone to hang out with. I feel like such a dumbass or a loser when no one can do anything. :-( Oh well.
I hate chemistry...I suck at it...I've read all of the chapters and I have done all the work and I have paid attention in class so I don't understand why the hell I still don't understand it. I am so sick and tired of feeling like an idiot in that class.....I NEVER EVER want to see another thing dealing with chemistry for the rest of my life. RRRR!!!!!!!! Whatever!
I am starting to really miss my parents, pets, and friends. I am looking forward to going home and seeing my parents, pets, my car, and Jessie. I think I may go out with Jessie and her parents...and then she'll come out with me and my parents. I am soooo excited to see her! I haven't seen her in almost a month and it it is driving me friggin CRAZY!!!!!!!!
Bitchy-ness is escalating.....so I am leaving for now.
~KaT~