wow its been a while
wow it hs been a few days since ive been here...well last week was ok i guess but for some reason i am scaredin big crowds now...like at school ive been freaking out and i dont know why..but ohwell...ok well friday i spent the night with my friend kitty and we slept out in the tent again it was great fun:).....then saturday i came home and my mom was just like hey i saw this really cute skirt in a magazine do you wanna go to the mall and buy some new clothes???i was like WTF!!!! dude my mom so doesnt do things like that anymore i was surprised as hell but we went to the mall and bought me alot of new clothes and i made my mom get something for herself too...she really needs some new clothes to make her feel somewhat better...but ya anyway i came homw and me and mary got ready then went to jackrabbits to see trite...it was an ok show but i started freaking out agian....DAMNIT!!!! i am really getting pissed at how scared i get when i m around alot of people now...it suckis i never used to be like that...now i just get so scared i start shaking and shit..its freaky and i hate it because i ruin everyone elses fun by having to ,leave before i completely flip out.....but ohwell...then sunday me and mary went to freebirds for that comemmoration thing for that guy that got hit in front of freebirds and t was cool it was a bit of a different crowd but that cool im always open to new things...but ya we saw alaysha and her sister lacie and thier friend amanda...they are cool chicks i like them alot...i just wish they wouldnt be so self concious because they are all beautiful girls...yes alaysha i said you were beautiful....hehe hey alaysha would you be too freaked out if i started hitting on you?? lol....j/k you know i live to just mess around :)...but ya anyways...mary got to see her crush and some guy was hitting on her...hahah she was getting a little wierded out...lol...but hey thats col...ya well i dont think alot else happened besides the fact that i didnt go to school today and my sister is getting a little pizzissed but hey ohwell its just one day im going tomorow and the rest of the week she will live...i love you :)....but ya ok well i guess im done and oh ya jesse dont forget about this friday ok....ok well im out...later you guys.
yall have a WONDERFUL day:)