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I HATE PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously considering not going....i hate my life/people/life....ugh. I dont think people understand how crappy i feel about this, my prom experience has by far been the worst of anyone i've talked to and it goes as follows: 1-i thought i had a prom date, with someone i wanted to go with and was good friends with and really liked, but then he broke my heart.he told me he didnt mean to ask me and didnt want to go with me. and i cried. a lot. and i didnt have a date, and he tried to apologize, but im still mad and my heart is still broken. 2-the most intolerable person i know was trying to ask me.
Now my friends think i should go with the guy who broke my heart just because he apologized and they think im being mean by not talking to him...but i dont think ive made it clear just how much he burt me. especially since i was starting to fall for him...
bah. this sucks. i just wish that there was someone out there who just wanted to be with me. and now im going alone. i guess it's not a big deal to go alone, i just have to let go of my prom dream: the dress, the date and that precious moment you remember for the rest of your life when all you remember is him and you dancing to your favorite song. But i guess this time i dance alone.
I guess i'll do the girl power thing and go alone looking incredible(highly doubtful) and show everyone that i dont need to have a date to go to Prom...i just need to get through my "broken heart/wallowing" rut.
i hate prama.
Now my friends think i should go with the guy who broke my heart just because he apologized and they think im being mean by not talking to him...but i dont think ive made it clear just how much he burt me. especially since i was starting to fall for him...
bah. this sucks. i just wish that there was someone out there who just wanted to be with me. and now im going alone. i guess it's not a big deal to go alone, i just have to let go of my prom dream: the dress, the date and that precious moment you remember for the rest of your life when all you remember is him and you dancing to your favorite song. But i guess this time i dance alone.
I guess i'll do the girl power thing and go alone looking incredible(highly doubtful) and show everyone that i dont need to have a date to go to Prom...i just need to get through my "broken heart/wallowing" rut.
i hate prama.