Discovery
I'm on a trip of self-discovery. I never knew how ugly a road that it would be. I thought that looking at myself and trying to delve deeper would be beautiful. But when you start to look in on yourself a lot of your downfalls seem so evident that you would never believe that you were oblivious to them.
One thing has me coming up short though. I don't know what it is all I know is that it is telling me that some aspect of my personality needs much development. It is to me my largest defect by far but I have no idea what it is or how to go about repairing it.
I've started to fix so many things about myself, I think, but this one thing seems to elude me. I've tried to make myself less obsessive, I've tried disciplining myself so that I won't say anything flippant and erupt into argument with anyone. But it seems that no matter how hard I try that massive defect corrupts everything virtuous about my trials. Well I am going to lay down now and wait for happiness to call me. Hopefully she will.
One thing has me coming up short though. I don't know what it is all I know is that it is telling me that some aspect of my personality needs much development. It is to me my largest defect by far but I have no idea what it is or how to go about repairing it.
I've started to fix so many things about myself, I think, but this one thing seems to elude me. I've tried to make myself less obsessive, I've tried disciplining myself so that I won't say anything flippant and erupt into argument with anyone. But it seems that no matter how hard I try that massive defect corrupts everything virtuous about my trials. Well I am going to lay down now and wait for happiness to call me. Hopefully she will.