i dream of lump
I had the most fucked up dream about my lump last night. I dreamt that it got bigger and not only that but that there was another lump on my left arm. bad i know. Well I was a little freaked out but the one on my left arm because it kept growing so I went to the doctor who happened to have an office in the middle of the street under an umbrella. It made perfect sense to me. I show him and he looks at it and says well this is easy to take care of and gets a lady with red curly hair and she comes over to me with a big needls and says "dont worry this wont hurt" " we need to releive the pressure"
so she jabs the needle in and all this stuff comes out of so she tells me to keep squeezing it that this is good. I kep squeezing then all of the sudden there is a huge gaping hole in my arm and I can see all the muslces and insides which sort of looked like head cheese but mixed with blood. yes disgusting. So I keep squeezing and all the sudden the lump goes down and i say " god that feels so much better the pressure is gone" and the lady leaves the room so i take an exacto knife and i figure hey I will take care of the other lump myslef. I kept stabbing it but it didnt work. So i wake up and all I can think is Jesus there better not be another and and fuck i HOPE THAT I WAS NOT BITTEN BY A SPIDER IN MY SLEEP.
I wasnt. which was good.
But the lumps is still there I knew it was only a matter of time until I was distracted by it again. I keep forgetting adn then i go OH yeah. I wondser if it went down.
I get distracted by the wierdest thigns.
so she jabs the needle in and all this stuff comes out of so she tells me to keep squeezing it that this is good. I kep squeezing then all of the sudden there is a huge gaping hole in my arm and I can see all the muslces and insides which sort of looked like head cheese but mixed with blood. yes disgusting. So I keep squeezing and all the sudden the lump goes down and i say " god that feels so much better the pressure is gone" and the lady leaves the room so i take an exacto knife and i figure hey I will take care of the other lump myslef. I kept stabbing it but it didnt work. So i wake up and all I can think is Jesus there better not be another and and fuck i HOPE THAT I WAS NOT BITTEN BY A SPIDER IN MY SLEEP.
I wasnt. which was good.
But the lumps is still there I knew it was only a matter of time until I was distracted by it again. I keep forgetting adn then i go OH yeah. I wondser if it went down.
I get distracted by the wierdest thigns.