Tuesday morning, chilling @ York
I see your motives inside,
decisions to hide.
Fuck off, I'll take you on.
Headstrong to take on anyone.
I know that you are wrong.
Headstrong we're headstrong.
Fuck off I'll take you on.
Headstrong to take on anyone.
I know that you are wrong,
and this is not where you belong.
I'm at York right now (yes, I finally have returned to school), waiting for my class to start. I've still got an hour, so I figured I'd screw around in the computer lab. This is a decent lab, nice flat-screen monitors make Alleria look super-cool. These computers also have MSN, but alas, nobody is online to talk to me. I really don't want to be here. All my motivation for anything and everything has gone down the tubes. This last month or so has really been rough, and I'll be glad when I can sit at home and not have to worry about anything but Lansing, (and who knows how long that will last anyway). I think I need a serious vacation. I've been putting a lot of thought into the RONA exchange program, where I could be placed to work at a store in France for the summer. I wonder if France pays more? I wonder if Sami would come to keep me company and translate for me? That would surely piss someone (I wonder who?) off. I'm supposed to be trying, but effort was one of the services that have been removed in this release of the Courtney operating system. It was replaced with cynicism and doubt. Ha ha ha, just one of the many services we offer, along with excessive use of the word "fuck", much to the dismay of my mother. I think I've ranted enough for one morning, I'm sure they'll be more to talk about tonight. Have fun kids!
decisions to hide.
Fuck off, I'll take you on.
Headstrong to take on anyone.
I know that you are wrong.
Headstrong we're headstrong.
Fuck off I'll take you on.
Headstrong to take on anyone.
I know that you are wrong,
and this is not where you belong.
I'm at York right now (yes, I finally have returned to school), waiting for my class to start. I've still got an hour, so I figured I'd screw around in the computer lab. This is a decent lab, nice flat-screen monitors make Alleria look super-cool. These computers also have MSN, but alas, nobody is online to talk to me. I really don't want to be here. All my motivation for anything and everything has gone down the tubes. This last month or so has really been rough, and I'll be glad when I can sit at home and not have to worry about anything but Lansing, (and who knows how long that will last anyway). I think I need a serious vacation. I've been putting a lot of thought into the RONA exchange program, where I could be placed to work at a store in France for the summer. I wonder if France pays more? I wonder if Sami would come to keep me company and translate for me? That would surely piss someone (I wonder who?) off. I'm supposed to be trying, but effort was one of the services that have been removed in this release of the Courtney operating system. It was replaced with cynicism and doubt. Ha ha ha, just one of the many services we offer, along with excessive use of the word "fuck", much to the dismay of my mother. I think I've ranted enough for one morning, I'm sure they'll be more to talk about tonight. Have fun kids!